Cool friday. i was dismissed at 11am+ today. Din intend to meet anyone. I just wanna have a nice sleep. and i slept from 2pm to 4pm. 2 hours of cool nap. and i went to have my excercise, BECAUSE! of KFC. i was damn sick of fast food stuff. . plssss spare mi k. poly mates pls spare me from being more anti social if i heard abt going fast food rest again. i will prefer a nice healthy meal on my own instead. seriously feeling so frustrated when i ate fast food and that makes me had the urge to exercise.
i exercise for 1 and the half hours and at 6 i went to meet my mum for badminton session till seven plus. no doubt that my mum is a strong badminton player. however she still lost to mi i guessed =x hope that the 3 hours of excercise will kill the unecessary fat away.
i dunno whether i should feel hurt when some of my poly mates calling mi "SHI FEI ZHU" or teasing me saying abt my "fats" or stuff in a joking matter. but i dun think that is funny actually. there's no wrong of being fat. yea i'm fat. so what? they din even see the "fat" me during my secondary school days compare to my size now.
i'm not trying to be sarcastic or what, yea there is 7 guys in my class, all are fit with bods except me. that doesn't mean that i'm fat right? men without bods are acknowledge as fat? okie to certain extent. I'm just trying to whine at my blog. I'm just trying to say there is a different change between my secondary sch and poly. only my sec friends understand i guessed. cos they rawks. yup. i'm not angry but a little piss =) u could critic me to any acceptable extent but i'm just sensitive towards critics like F**.
oh ya i dreamt of wanjun,laimun and anting yesterday. The story is to be kept confidential. lol nightmare. but i'm sure i wun do this kind of shitty stuff infront of anyone. simple ANYONE. it's hurting. i understand.
Saw Zhenling at KFC while seaching for empy seats and i chatted with her. i knew the reason why she is becoming slimmer. COS while her friends were eating, she was watching. simple as that. and i went to que for my foods and yulin shouted behing me while i'm holding the food tray back to my seat. she was there for her lunch too. and i told her....
hui: eh? hello! Zhenling is also here .. at there (pointing towards that area)
yulin: >_<
that's some how of her emotion. she din said anything but gave a disgusted look. that was the moment i was wondering . . how long could hatred last? how long you gonna hide? simply how long? i told rena abt this happening. lol. i'm not attacking anyone, i'm just pondering about it.
and i finished my lunch sitting at there chatting, i saw zhaoxi. and i called him. he turned back and gave a look at me and immediately moved his head 180 degree back to the front again ignoring mi. WTH. hate u. anting pls do something abt ur husband. getting out of hand and getting very "FENG SAO".