i just got the urge to blog after i reached home immediately. I'm a total failure i guessed. I was qualified for the SMIT Scholarship interview after spending much work duplicating those documents reqiured for this application (cv,bursary,scholarship,o-level results and etc etc etc.) and Sandra is another one that got the opportunity to apply for it, in our course.
Went for the interview today at 4pm. i wasn't that nervous anymore ever since i was in poly compared to how i used to be in secondary school, with my flabby left leg shaking like nobody business to get myself distracted from being nervous. But i am still as nervous as before ONCE the conference's room door opened widely infront of me and it was my first time LIVE, seeing such a huge conference room with one long nicely wooden grained table right infront of you. Just like those conference room you saw in TV. a BIG ONE.
8 directors and one principal of the school of SMIT were watching at me at one shot! I din expected to see so many pretty faces for this interview and of course i got a shock + shock + shock. Totally blank. i gave rubbish answer and ridiculous respond to them. Utterly disappointed. I definitely can't present myself well. Can't imagine i had to have eye contact with 9 people at one shot. One question asked and i had to respond my answer to them = x9 eye contacts.
A good learning experience anyway. I will learned from the feedback they gave to me.
Bye collywobbles.
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