i had watched it. Some people were giggling. Some people were weeping. I could sense a chill running down my spine at intervals. But i kept quiet, i'm reflecting all the old good times.
Someone said: "Family comes first". Being stuck at the moment of time and that was the climax. I swallowed it hard. Yea family comes first. I never believed that i heard it the second time from a child when i was in the toilet. A child could remember this and I could determine his well brought up upon the three words that he said.
I wish i could auto rewind everything that happened, so that we can handle the situation well. Getting into the right destination and making the right decision. I knew click doesn't exist. It was a happy ending. A real happiness indeed.
I was pondering. I'm happy, at least we do cherished right now or i should said we've been cherishing all along since we were born.
Well, some chers are great. They are just that great! She sent me an email .
"Dear jovan, so, it is all about perspective. if we see life as a unlimited drama unfolding, then all are actors. we go thru the various scenes to become a better "performer" in this drama called life. our "setbacks" aren't tragedies but opportunities to become better human beings -- compassionate, experienced, sensible etc....that is what a very enlightened woman told me 17 years ago. we learn empathy thru the challenges in our lives.
When i was in switzerland, a country that is picture-postcard perfect, i found out that it has one of the highest suicide rates in the world because people lack meaning & purpose. the irony of it all -- when you have economic success and few challenges, that too could be a challenge. "
Are you living with meaning and purpose everday? I'm not going into depression but some self reflection lol.
Anways, oh did i say anyways rena? haha! This shall be my last day slacking my ass off, i gonna slack the few remaining hours i had before i get my butt real early in the morning tomorrow. I'm abit nervous for tomorrow. Cool.
Night =)