So near yet so far. 100th day without her is tough. I just felt a sense of _______ after making a trip to visit her with my family and relatives. I just couldn't describe it. It's not sorrow but something more than that, that refreshes me and brace me up as if i'm born right on the spot today. I knew her spirit gonna live with me till the end of my life, it's that special spiritual like energy that's gonna keep me going and climb higher. =)
Reflection.
My cousin's condition makes me reflect again, about the whole idea of living in this world and how you treasure your life because who knows you might stop breathing in the next minute. Hope her condition will stop deteriorating.
Time to chiong for my assignment again. ass.