I'm like highly stress for the past few days with assignments so I thought commit suicide (like real) was the best way and i chose it on friday! It was kind of great to leave the whole of this world today for a short duration of forty five minutes and you're completely in the state of no where, not even a chance to think about if there's another dimension or where you can actually be. Just simply no where. You're just in a crap shit hollow mood.
To keep the whole entry short. They dressed you in blue coat. White cap up on your head. Dirty slippers down on the floor. Earing down in the cabinet. Up on the bed. There you go. I must said they are good at inserting needles! So wanna kiss and lick at their professional hand.
Every now and then i really appreciate what i get to see upon waking up from my deep sleep and there's a sense of blessing to welcome the whole new day which is awaiting me. It's a gain and truly it is.
Not very affected for now and of course the future of it. There will be two nurse Peh assisting me at home anyway. haha
I want nothing but my family. my close friends. hoho.
Not in a bit of emo but the fact about appreciation, self contentment and the fragile of life. =)